Someone out there Part 3 These were the thoughts running through her head as she kept running and running, her feet were sore and she couldn’t catch her breath, but that didn’t really stop her, she kept going until her whole body gave up on her and she collapsed on the ground, not being able to control her feelings anymore, to keep them inside, letting out all the tears, all the pain she was feeling. She was sitting in the middle of a park; crying and nobody seemed to care. No one bothered to ask her if she was ok even if they didn’t care, just to be polite. Not a single soul, only a boy with bright green eyes, and messy, chocolate brown hair that pointed in every direction like he had just woken up and didn’t look his self in the mirror. “Hey! Are you okay?”He asked, sitting beside her and putting an arm around her pulling her closer so now she was crying in his arms. He knew that she was not okay, he would be stupid not to, she was crying in a middle of the park but he did not know what else to say. He cared, he really did but he had no idea on how to act or what to say to make her feel better. Ashley just shook her head, not looking up to him. “Shh, everything will be alright” He tried to comfort her, gently stroking her hair. “No it won’t” [Y/N] finally looked up to him and he got the chance to see how beautiful and mesmerizing her brown eyes were. “I keep telling myself that just to feel better, just to find a reason to wake up every day… but things won’t be alright, no now not ever. Everything in my life is so messed up right now at a point where nothing can be fixed. Nothing is right and nothing will ever be” She was fed up with this sentence. It was all a huge lie just to make people feel better. She was the only one who knew how many times she had told herself that. For many times she had cried herself to sleep trying to convince herself that, but she was always let down, by life, by everyone. “I know what I am saying. Things will be alright in the end and if they are not then it is not the end.”He smiled down at her, once again looking into her beautiful chocolate brown eyes. “Maybe they will, for a guy like you. However for a fat, ugly, stupid, worthless girl like me things aren’t a walk in the park you know. We are not living in a fairytale and we certainly don’t get our happy ending no matter how long we sit and wait.” She gave him a bitter laugh for the first time getting her feelings out, even a small part of them, and it felt relaxing. “Don’t ever think that way about yourself again” He frowned again. She was beautiful why couldn’t she understand? ”You are none of all these names I just heard you call yourself. You are the most beautiful girl I have ever met in my life, you have a rare beauty that not many girls have and I can’t even explain it. You are not worthless. You are special in this world and anyone who cannot respect that is welcome to walk away from you. Don’t let others bring you down no matter what, be strong, be your own person. Don’t let them push you around, your life your choices. You want to be happy? Than go ahead the only one holding you back right now is yourself. You need to learn how to stand up for yourself and what you believe in. You’re perfect, don’t listen to anyone that tells you otherwise.” He said looking her straight in the eyes meaning every single word he said. How could someone so beautiful like her have so low self esteem? She had this unique beauty that set her apart from any other girl he had ever met but yet she didn’t seem to notice “And you want to know something else? Just because you are not someone’s definition of beauty it doesn’t give them the right to call you ugly. For all you know there’s someone out there that finds you the most beautiful girl he’s ever seen and you’re the reason for his smile” He continued still not breaking eye contact. “Thank you” [Y/N] muttered “You don’t really have to be here. You can go; I don’t want to get in your way. You can go wherever you want to” She was the one breaking the eye contact. “You are definitely not in my way and why can’t you just accept that someone wants to talk to you simply because he likes you or he wants to get to know you better. I mean, when did I ever show any signs that I am not here by choice and that I don’t want to be here?” He sighed. “Because no one ever does. No one wants to be seen with me or to talk to me. I am the outcast, the weird girl with no friends.” She said with sadness in her voice. The truth is she wanted someone to be her friend; she really needed someone to talk to. But no one cared, they were all too busy with their own life to pay her attention. 5+ likes for part 3 nialls princess
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