Sometimes you just dont realize how big a blessing it is for someone when you do something special for them. I have been dreading buying school supplies for Raylan this year. It isnt the money, its more of an emotional thing. I dont want to deal with all the crowds and usually we have 3 or more kids to get ready for school and this year we only have one. I should be getting Michael and Ashtin school supplies and clothes. Gwyn would have started pre K this year. Its just been a really emotional time for me. Yesterday Jessie and I went to 2 different stores and the Philip Phillips song Home came on in both stores and I cried like a baby right there in the stores. I have absolutely no control over my emotions anymore. Every time I hear that song it reminds me of Gwyn and Emma. They LOVED that song. I am just really having a very hard time with all of this. This morning a lady I know called me and told me that she would like to get Raylans school supplies for him this year. I couldnt even talk I was so shocked. I have been giving myself a little pep talk for a week now to try to just toughen up and go do it. I have been praying for God to help me to not be a so emotional and just get it over with. I knew He would help me through this I just didnt realize it would be like this. Thank you Jesus for blessing me so much. I hope I can be a blessing to someone else.
Posted on: Thu, 07 Aug 2014 16:06:28 +0000