Soooo sick of my own company! Cant wait to get back to work and cant wait to make these damn migraines a thing of the past!!! Cant wait for my neurology appointment next week so we can figure out my triggers! And figure out how to stop getting them so friggin bad and so frequently! Its frustrating coz when you tell people about them, you kinda get the just take some panadol, youll be right attitude! F**k me! I wish it was that simple!! If it were that friggin simple, I wouldnt have been hospitalised, twice now, with them and have them lasting about a week! And then I stress coz I think about what my work mates would be thinking when Ive called in sick with them (or my mumma has)....seriously, I can barely even lift my head off the pillow when I get them! Last week it was so severe, I had to call an ambo to take me to the hospital, the only way I could move to get into the ambulance was with one of those amazing little green whistles.... Just over it! Its getting to me and Im frustrated as hell with them!!!! Enoughs enough already! Oh....and if there was a simple answer, I wouldnt have a team of neurologists working to figure out my case, just sayin I know Ive had some awesome support and I really appreciate it but Im just down atm.... Also dont help my anxiety when I know even just a day outside in the sun can hurt my eyes so much that I can be crying myself to sleep in pain Im also heaps depressed coz of dealing with them constantly and quite frankly, feel like having a damn good cry!
Posted on: Thu, 09 Oct 2014 10:30:23 +0000
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