Sorry for embarrassing my family by posting my go fund me page. Have you even thought for a second how embarrassed I WAS and STILL AM that I even had to post it myself? For 13 years Ive done it on MY own without ANY financial help from anyone. I DIDNT even WANNA put the go fund me up because of my pride and the fact that Ive done it for so long on my own, I didnt wanna have to ask anyone because its EXTREMELY embarrassing for ME, the person having to swallow her pride and ask someone for help. I kinda didnt have a choice, I had to give the go fund me a chance for my FAMILY no matter how embarrassing it was for me. No matter how much of a bind Im STILL in or possibly fall into in the future, I WILL NOT post the go fund me page ANYMORE for the simple fact that I wouldnt wanna embarrass my family anymore than I already have..Screw my feelings, and what MY family are going through mentally, physically and financially, Ill consider yours no matter the bind were in. NO ONE realizes EVERY time I post the link I feel more and more like a failure to my kids, having to basically beg people for money so I can keep utilities on in my home or whatever the case may be. Although my post may embarrass you, my post ALSO embarrasses me AND makes me feel like a worthless mother who cant even take care of what needs to be taken care of. Im NOT gonna say ANY names, but you DO know who you are and I JUST checked my voicemails from this weekend and felt I needed to address this so not only YOU but EVERYONE else that sees all the times I post my go fund me page realize I DONT like to post it and you as well as them also know a LITTLE bit of what I feel like EVERY time I post it. My feelings go MUCH more higher than just being embarrassed or feeling like a failure of a mom, but Im NOT gonna go into all of that. So now that EVERYONE knows that it breaks me down EVERY time I have to ask for help or post the link I will NEVER post it again no matter WHAT my situation is. Thank you and have a blessed day!!!!! (Btw Im NOT gonna answer my phone to argue or talk about what I just posted so please dont call me for awhile)
Posted on: Mon, 10 Nov 2014 17:22:32 +0000
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