Sorry not posted, I had a dreadful headache yesterday, I will do an update soon. Hopefully over the weekend, not a lot to tell this evening, plodding on like normal, life hoes on. Kids home from school, still managing to keep them in the dark for now, hopefully this time they will not need to know. I feel quite healthy, although I look in the mirror and I look tired and eyes sinking again, or maybe thats just what I see. Got mouth sores again, gargling mouth wash gently brushing teeth 3/4 times a day, if not clear by Monday I will get some proper mouth care from docs. I had this last time, but it soon cleared up. Mouth sores are common in chemo, as are a lot of side effects. Some we can help ourselves, others we can not. Just go with the flow I say, each day as it comes, one step at a time. Hoping this flipping cancer goes away for good this time! I really would like to have a normal life now, its my turn to have some normality this has been two and a half years of a roller coaster ride, and Id very much like to get off it now. And have both feet on the ground. So come the 16th more chemo, then again the week after. Hopefully my ca125 will start to drop soon, I hope to have a new result Monday from the last time I was there. So chin up, keep smiling and like the song says what doesnt kill you..... Defiantly made me stronger! Or at least it has in many ways anyhow. Oh and dont forget, your allowed your down days your human it took a while to realise that didnt make me weak, and stopped calling it my weak moment prefer to call it my human moment! Well I am off to bed let you know any updates as I learn them :) Night all! X
Posted on: Fri, 09 Jan 2015 23:22:50 +0000
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