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Sorry this is so much to read, but thank you if you read all of this. :) .... Some people will know who this is about... As you can see Im emotional that the gap between us has only widened again. So, I have to focus, I have to pour all my love and effort into speaking or doing anything with him. I have to become a better man. Because Im scared he might walk away or even leave me behind. I want to become the kind of man who can be together with him forever, a man who he can be proud of, a man who can stand beside him as an equal. This isnt something Im happy to come out about. But I just cant stand it anymore. Waking up in tears, wishing he was still mine. And I dont know what kind of things to say anymore. This seems to be taking a long time to type up. ^~^ Ever since the first time I met him, hes become the most important thing or person in my life. More important to me then even myself. Trying not to make this sound like Im pleading for him is a frustrating task. Because I know words cant change things from here on out. But at least I know he will read this and hopefully see the emotion behind my words. Maybe, its impossible to be absolutely sure of anything, But I can tell you one thing - there is no one in this world I could ever love more then I love him. If... If I could just be the most important person to him, aha. How happy Id become... Geez, what a thing to ask. But it cant be anyone else but him. If its not him then... .... Is there a limit to how much you can love somebody? No matter how much I hurt him... He still cares... And I find myself far from hating him. Its crazy to say this but I want the wounds I give him to become scars... Because then he can never forget me. And he will never, ever be able to leave my side. Loving someone so madly and helplessly like this...I must sound crazy writing this. Aha... But all jokes aside, I will never love like this again. And I hope one day... Hell love me back again. - Drake
Posted on: Tue, 29 Jul 2014 00:00:08 +0000

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