Strange request: If possible, could I just be frank in stating that I never had any intention to hurt or treat anyone unfairly due to my actions in recent months. I fell hopelessly in love with an idea, and being who I am, and what I thought at the time was the fairy tale life I somehow deserved, lost all reasonable grip on reality, and in the name of love destroyed friendships and burned bridges. No, Im not blaming anyone but myself, because after all, I wont be told how to live and what to watch out for. Im paying dearly fort that dreadful road less travelled I took, fled from and returned to a total of three times. Maybe I just had to make sure this dream lover wasnt really so heartless as what I thought. My point to this self pity trip, is that I know I cannot fix everything I did wrong to chase a selfish future. I would however like to say to you all that never again will I trust my own instincts or think that Im able to fix everything. Help me by allowing me to at least try and make up for some of it. Im sorry. Sorry my fantasy turned out to be a heap of bullocks, but even more sorry for hurting everyone in my quest to a happy ever after. May you find some comfort in knowing that the night in shining armour, now turned into a vengeful force that no defence or reason can stop. Im thus saying, Im sorry.
Posted on: Thu, 27 Mar 2014 23:29:22 +0000
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