TITLE: MALING LANDAS i never thought that u wud give up that easily. and i aint expecting u to understand this message nor read it. all of us can feel pain. and its up to u if u will take it for granted or grab d opportunity to grow. and that grow and take for granted has many meanings. it depends on d bearers perception.. i know kblo ka na gilove tka. pro wla ka kblo na gisuper love tka. u only thot na unfair ko and gnapasakitan ra tka. mao rna imo makita sa akoa. and makalain xa. insensitivan ko sa imo. pro ok lng mn gisabot tka. kay xempre bata pka and all. so sabton, and i took advantage sa imong thinking na ginapasakitan lng tka always.. i taught u hard-to-learn lessons in life using that advantage. i let myself be called a beast/yawa/unfair/etc pra ihelp ka. and seryoso, nglisod ko sa akong way of helping u. u dnt know d pressures sa akoa. haha. super wla kay alam dra. and d fact n graduating pjd ko ato na tym. thats why gnasabot tka sa imong pgka insensitive. pro d nko gnapkita na nglisod ko mging bad boyfrend sa imo ky kng mkit.an nimo, useless na akong motive. everytym msakitan ka, ginatry nko akong best pra tiison ka. bcoz u need to learn a lesson. kasi pg everytym ma down ka, u dnt look forward e. mali imong way pgdeal sa pagsubok, mao na ma maling landas ka. we met, nging close ta bcoz of dat maling landas. somehow, thankful ko ky atleast ngclose ta. and ddto na ngsugod akong manipulation/master plan. which is stated above d paragraph.. i guided u bsan dili taka gusto sa imong ghimo. i am always telling u things na ang thought is dont waste serious rel. fight for it and walking away is never an option mbot lng kng mao bna pgka interpret nimo sa akonh gnapang ingon sa imo dati. im sure gkalimtan na nimo. hehe. kalit2 ra ta nagclose ato :) giingnan pta sa ubang tao na mrag uyab dw ta. haha. and to continue, kato, imbis masuko ko sa imo, mag hate ko sa imo, gisabot tka and imong situation and ang fact na tao lng pd ka. and i decided na i will save u from dat maling landas. :) den nging bestfrend ta april 7, 2013. at first, gmanipulate lng jd tka na naa koy gusto sa imo. its a part of my master plan.. :) but as time goes by girl, ngafall namn ko sa imo ug tinuod uy. haha. pro ngapugong ko ky conflict respeto ko sa frends nko. and dli pd tka gusto na mainlaban nko bcoz of ur past. yes, tinuod kaau na. ma kitid jd ko sa imong past, im sorry. to be exact, sa imong batasan sa past. tpos wla ko ng expect na mafall kag tinuod pd sa akoa tungod sa imong batasan sa past. bias kaau ko no? haha. i thot dli ka seryoso sakoa. promise! nglisod jud ko tanggap nimo. but naa mn gd ko mkita light sa imoha. thats why i trusted u even tho my mind is against it. i gave u infinite room for errors. i even gave u time to grow. i hold on to u. untill such time na i caught myself na nga maling landas pod. sad :( and i cant help myself njud ato na tym.. maybe bcoz nakaon ko sa akong hatred. but still i know for a fact na love taka kaau. mski na ma fall out ko sa imo, tungod sa imo perseverance sa ako, mbalik daun. and still im doing that master plan. im still using dat advatage nko pra ihelp ka. kay love tka e. EXOTIC LOVE. and so on.. hantud sa nlagpasan na nto tnan conflicts, hindrance, huge walls. i love u n kaau. gusto njud nko ipakita sa imo ang GLOA (greatest love of abalos). pero nasanay ko sa akong pgkabeast. u turned me into a beast. u destroyed me psychologically. pro d mn jd tka masisi ba ky akoa mn pd gusto ihelp ka. and ghinay2 nko akong self pbag.o... pro mtrigger mn gud akong pgkayawa everytym mg lie ka. nasanay nko e. wla lng d mn gud nko mgets ang point sa imong pg lie kng wla lng mn ka ginahimo lain. hantud sa niabot ang time, gigive up ko nimo fully :) u ddnt give me tym to bring myself back. gipagamay nimo imong room for errors. and u let our past sink in to u. wala nimo giisip a2ng first met, k2ng sweet pa kaau ta. u gave up d love over hatred. wla lng d lng jd ko kdawat. its lyk while kita pa, ngatry nkag move on skoa. and wth makabadtrip xa na thought. while kita pa, ginapasakitan tka as boyfrend nko kay need nimo ug lesson. but at d same tym, gnacomfort tka as bestfrend nako. diba? mg change account ko dati paatik2. haha. pro girl, its still me. those two is me. and dili nko ma deny ang fact na na set aside nako gamay akong frends. not only my circle but also my dota buddies. pti marbel buddies.. dili ko ngatubag ug calls n budd ato kay mas gusto ko mag away ta, mg talk2, mkauban ka. mski grbe kaau na away basta uban ta and wlay biyaay. wla ko ka bond sa ila, sila ng save sakoa 2ng down kaau ko. its bcoz of u. gsto ko mkauban ka mski mairita ko sa imo mski unsa p tka ka hate ana na day. ganahan ko masuko sa imo ky mrag ma feel nko na love jd akong na feel. pro ikw dli nimo kaya masuko sa ako :( mas nice mnang suko kaau ba ky tinuod jd na na love. wla lng, nawala nlng c budd, ngapanluod paxa sa akoa ky dko nagasabay na Always aa laag sa circle and mgtubag calls. and cla bryan dli nko mreplyan, wla nko na comfort c bryan k2ng down xa. ky busy ko sa imo ka help. and mga marbel buddies nko, dli nko mkagawas always ky gusto ko mg isip lng sa imo sa balay. haha. mrag atik no? pro ikw gud :) but ohh well, dawat2. dili nmn ko bitter. :D if only gisabot ko nimo, if only nging sensitive lng ka gamay, if only wla nimo glet mg sink in ang bad past, ayos mn ta ba. pro nice man mao mna ako gusto, knang mkaya ko nimo byaan. pro hantud lng dra, dli na byaan jd fully. gnapabasa nko atong convo d nyt ng break ta kng kay kinsa jd mali, dli nimo kaya basahun :) nganu? haha. and mski basahun p nimo dis yr convo nato and compare it to past.. mkita jd nimo na nagahinay2 kog balik sakong self. pro for u, wla e. same lng ko. dli nimo mkita na gaeffort ko for myself pra mging better couple ta. kasi dli ko gusto mgseryoso kng dli lng mn mg last. dli ko never ko ng give up sa imo mski gnadeny pko nimo sa imo frends.. mski one sided kaau imo story sa ila. and gikapoy nasad kog compare2 sa sala and mali. and choose to pursue u coz i thot naa pa chance. un pla naa jud diay. naa jud diay bag.ong uyab hahha. dont worry i wont let ur mama know it :) and u know, nghimo kog way pra mgka girl frends ka, kanang ma prminti nimo sabay. tpos k2ng ng bulag ta, happy kaau cla for u girl :) kc nakaya ko nimo tiison and cge kag ingon ug time for myself sa phulay sa... super happy cla to d point na wla nkoy kakampi. :) u know why? gago ko e. mao na ila pgkabalo. based sa imo story sa ila. bsta na haapy cla sa thot na time for urself.. kay mao mna imo giingon. wala cla nag expect na lie diay to ghapun nimo kay ilang pagtuo is super but.an ka na bata. u betrayed them girl. u know, pnagsa lng ka mkakita ug lingaw, laughtrip any minute, understanding, good girl frends. :D pero until now, wla ka nila gna judge :) na shock lng cla ky naa nkay uyab na ana ka time for urself sa. pero despite all dat, frend ghapun ka nila, nia. unta girl even once no, explain urself wid no lies, bias and all.. surely masabtan kman nila ba. promise! tiwalai imong frends na dili ka nila ijudge. ana lng gud. tama na cgeg pakita na all maauhon rka. thats all i want for u, knang naa kay maopenan na real frends. knang dli nka mging maauhon2. super moved cla sa imo story na wala ko nila gnakampihan :) tapos ana diay. haha. but dont worry, gnajustify tka sa ila :) there is still hope. there is always. its never too late. u can still look forward, move forward positively. pains? duhhh! wla rna uy. dont let pain changes u to a person u r not. i hope love nimo xa or ilove nimo xa lyk d way u love me b4. k2ng giwaste nko? haha. dont be moved by words alone. porket ingnan rka na naa c God for us pagsubok rani nia mag give in daun ka sa imong kaluoy :) love out of pity is no love at all. mas gnapalisud lng nimo tnan. if nagasalig ka na dali rka ma inlove, y dont wait for dat tym and dra nka mg uyab? diba? haha. i know, nega ka and all. u were devoured by ur own hatred. think of happiness and love. and im always telling u na dont settle for a short term happiness, sa long term dapat. our frend once said na dont settle for less, settle for more. u told me yesterday too na tanga njud kaau ka kng wla pka ng lesson learned sa imo past.. but oh cmon look at urself. ur making d same mistake girl! not literally but its d same thought. thought na ur dealing with pain negatively. girl, wala nay seven/wrongturn sa imo life. dili nka m guidan. sa karon na tym, trust ur US girls. promise! pro happy ko for u :) honest naka sa iya. and ang thought na makita ko nimo sa imong self is funny! dont worry, im not dat bad guy. :D and u will not be either. happy ko ky nrealize nimo akong indirect motives despite all pasakit nko sa imo. hehe. happy for u. not bitter. happy thoughts :) dont worry, its my loss dba? hehe. :) pero sa tinuod lng no, give tym for urself sa. :) as much as possible, ayaw na pandamay ug lain tao.. pero seryoso, u hav frends :) they r willing to help u. though ako lng nkasabot sa imo, try nimo open up sa ila. :D kampante nmN unta ko ky wla mn ko ngkulang ug disiplina sa imo.. kaso, gi deal nimo xa in a negative way. GG e. think postive cmon! cheer up! d world isnt against u. dli nimo pasan ang mundo. and rmember nimo 2ng giingon nko gahapun? im sure wla :) dat i will help u love him. hehe. tiwala lng. yesterday was my last day of helping u and being a seven/manipulator to u :) sorry if wala na si seven. ex lovers can never stay as bestfrends. sakit na sa part sa new guy :) bhalag dli ka maguilty sa ako, bsta maguilty ka sa iya :) i guess ur thinking na mas nsakitan xa kesa sakoa. and that is fine with me. i hope u be a good girl, daughter and all. ayaw na pagsapot2. okay? wala kay angay! haha. and sala nimo. bgo rka nkahawa sa problema, sulod nsad ka.. as early as possible, samtang dli pa kaau lisod sa both part, stop dat problem.. and it depends on u on how u understand dis message. kng mbasahan nimo. and thank you, napatunayan nko na naay traitor sakong frend :) and thank you pd.. though nalain ko sa imo ky gshare nimo 2ng lood nko na sala, gi ignore nko. and kahPun, ddto jud na trigger akong closure sa imo. 2ng gsend nimo akong pic sa iya. :) wla lng. salamT ato ha. gpatunayan lng jd nimo na dli ka karapat dapat sakoa :) na insensitive ka and all. and i will send to u soon 2ng ngahilak ko sa imo and gvideohan ko nimo n ngakatawa ka :D pra happy mo couple ba. happy2 lng :) naay big impact akong childish attitude and bad attempt kahapun sa inyo, sure ko ana :D pasalamat to nako sa imo :) and welcome npod ha :) bottomline, i hope that u will deal with pains in a positive way.. i hope na u wont forget that hard-to-learn lessons that i taught u. i will still hope the best for u... bcoz i love you.. PS: salamat sa efforts and comfort frends and mama. uve done a good job. now its time na ako napod ang mg effort for myself :) #thisismyclosure
Posted on: Fri, 26 Sep 2014 00:58:33 +0000
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