Testimony: I learned alot being single I seen that some of the women I once wanted to date wasnt all what my mind played it to be also that you can chase the ones you want but you playing the game that they want you to play cat and mouse and seen that now its not what I want to do I seen the true colors of my so called family and friends turn into slimballs and snakes over night I seen that a person can promise you a better life and you make the turn instead of going the straight path and you end up in a dead end I see that the one ones who people constantly said was my enemies ended up being my brothers I lived a hard 2013 and 2014 and I had a epiphany and a reality check so now its time for me to change myself my outlook on things and choose whether I want to live or die im in this world alone on borderline road of death bad choices bad health but I fight to live everyday taking 4 different pills just to live the next day am I tired of the fight yes what am I fighting for anymore I once had a dream of a voice saying im destined for happiness and a very prominent life how may I add......... I hang around those who happy so I can feel that joyful feeling I lost that urge of happiness I need it restored It washed away with the pain agony of those that befriended me and killed my happy life my grandfather got a new leaf on life I saved him from a buring truck my mom is fighting trying to survive my dad is focused on other things but looking at a troubled son my brothers do all they can do I really just want to be happy thats all I ask for a new leaf on life I need a another chance is that to much to ask for I had to let that out I have noone to talk to noone shoulder to lean on,it just me out here I feel like im just a dead man walking sigh....... These pills of survival im about to put them down and try and live a normal life till my number is called thats my testimony
Posted on: Wed, 27 Nov 2013 13:49:24 +0000
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