Thanksgiving is about giving, so there will be a gift at the end of this post. But I need to explain what I am thankful for, this year. or you can just skip till the end of the post. I am thankful for the pain, the troubles, the issues, because it made my PTSD coming back and showed me that I can now cope with that very old friend. I discovered myself being stronger than I thought. I am thankful for those who pretended to love me and never did; even those who did it for years; because while you pretended, I believed you and its been nice; when you left or I realized by myself, I discovered that I could survive your lies, betrayals and without you. I am thankful for the robberies, the advantage of me taken; because it made me wiser and firmer. I realize I can face my mistakes, and stand for myself. I am thankful for these relatives who still hate me and dont dissimulate it; you have no idea how it helps me to balance everything as I get a lot of compliments online ( thank you all for this as well) which always makes me afraid to not keep my feet on the ground. You remember me how insignificant I am and it is extremely good for the goal I am after. I am thankful for all the tears, for sobbing at night so many times this year : I thought I forgot how to cry; but no I still can. It also allowed me to go to my little dark place. Everyone thinks I talk figuratively of it; but not only. In my house, and my family doesnt even suspect its existence; I found long time ago, a little completely dark place where I can go and just sit in. If I would of been happier, I wouldnt have gone there where I got my best sculpting ideas this year. I am thankful for the insults, for spitting at my face so many times; because it destroys my ego and my goal is also to be selfless. It also showed me I am better than these people so it means I improved a little. I am thankful for the bullying for I fought back and showed me am still a fighter. I am thankful because all this reminded me exactly who and what I am; not more and not less of what I am. I am thankful for Donna Fruit Cake who, no matter what, is by my side. Juliet who helped me to speak out of my PTSD and if she too has it, then am not such complete failure for I admire her so much. I am thankful for Denise Click, Joanne my nuttiness, Jet Girl Gen, David mon TIAT, Laura my wifey birdie, Gail who is a miracle in my life, Emmanuelle who is back in France, Dje my closest friend ever and he knows why, Sam my oldest friend ( 27 years of friendship), Trish my Trigor who helps me so much every way; Connie for the long road, Lillycat who is a beautiful person that I am proud to be friend with, Alden for being her, Sonya for the war, Elena for Leonid and the dream, Fiona who is my hero, Vicki for the care, RHi cause shes my brothah, I am thankful for all my friends and I cannot quote you all, I know youre so patient with me and not mad when I am late. I am thankful to have known my best Friend Tink R. Bell and I am thankful that her husband John could survive her loss. I want to tell him that one day she told me not so long ago, that shell make her hair pink when shell be cured to make him a good surprise. I am still thankful to have had Peter in my life so I know what to be loved is. I am thankful to each and every single one of you for your friendship, support and putting the food on my childrens table. I am thankful for my children and my mother. I am thankful I made it and I am still alive after that horrendous year. Now, to give a little back, I would like to offer my collectors a 5% discount on my website for Mysterys preorder which will work for 24hrs. The code is NEFERTHNXU and for all those who already adopted my doll ( thank you) or will after Thanksgiving, I will add a little gift in each parcel to thank you as well. HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE
Posted on: Thu, 27 Nov 2014 22:44:18 +0000
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