The disease is real and I gave it to myself and I salute the struggle. Read if you want too......... Hello...just in case you forgot me...I am your disease! I hate meetings...I hate higher powers...I hate anyone who has a program. To all who come in contact with me, I wish you DEATH. And I wish you SUFFERING. Allow me to introduce myself...I am the disease of addiction. I am cunning, baffling and powerful. Thats me. I have killed millions, and I am please. I love to catch you with the element of surprise. I love pretending I am your friend and lover. I have given you comfort. Havent I? Wasnt I there when you were lonely? When you want to die, didnt you call on me? I was there. I love to make you hurt. I love to make you cry. Better yet, I love to make you so numb you can neither hurt nor cry. When you cant feel anything at all, this is true gratification. And all that I ask from you, is long term suffering. Ive been there for you always. When things were going right in your life, you invited me along. You said you didnt deserve those good things. And I was the only one who would agree with you. Together, we were able to destroy all the good things in your life. People dont take me seriously. They take strokes seriously. Heart attacks, even diabetes. They take all of those seriously. FOOLS!! Without my help these things would not be possible. I am such a hated disease. And yet, I do not come uninvited. You choose to have me. So many have chosen me over reality and peace! More than you hate me, I hate all of you who have a 12 step program. Your program! Your meetings! Your higher power! All of these things weaken me and I cannot function in the manner I am accustomed to. Now, I must lie here quietly. You dont see me. But I am growing bigger than ever. When you only exist, I live. When you live, I only exist. But I am here... And until we meet again, if we do, I wish you death and suffering.
Posted on: Sun, 03 Aug 2014 04:56:03 +0000
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