The following was supposed to be about one topic, but it ended with lots without me noticing. I read a confession where you told the confessor, that he/she should love him/herself to be loved by others. May I ask you something? Honestly, how does one love himself? How can one let go of his fears and ghosts? It just seems impossible, when the whole surrounding environment is against you. Everyone looks at you with envious eyes. Jabs you with their sharp knives disguised as words. Little do they know that those high grades I get are meaningless to me unless they can bring a real, honest, intellectual and trustful friendship. They look at me as if Im a prodigy, treat me like an abnormal being and then wish to be me! Even though I treat them kindly, and I can assure you Im no where near a prodigy! All that I can do is just study and play video games! Im a failure at sports, art, music, programming, photoshopping, photography, etc. Im not even an expert gamer! Sometimes I hope that I could close my eyes and then either die, or wake up in a whole new country, with a better life, a fresh start and just a dash of hope!
Posted on: Tue, 25 Nov 2014 18:40:00 +0000
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