The ground is moist underneath; the spring sunshine is out making everything bright; the creek is trickling with water as the spring rains have begun; the water is crystal clear and pure. I have been walking around my property; my 22 acres that I have helped to transform to the way it is today. I suppose you could say that I am torn. I am torn between staying. I am torn between going. My property is on the market; it is up for sale. I have said to myself that I am prepared to let it go. But no one is coming; no one is looking; because deep down inside I don’t think I want to let it go. It has been such a healing haven for me. It is a place where I have managed to find my inner self; my inner being; it made me feel comfortable with who I am today. We are led on different journey’s for different reasons. I am still yet to understand fully what my journey is to be. I came here in the search of looking for inner happiness; with creating a place that was a healing Sanctuary for those who found it. In some ways I feel that I have failed because there hasn’t been as many as I thought there would be; but then on the other hand there has been many and many of whom have acknowledged to me that their life has changed as a result of coming here. I suppose if you managed to help just one person make a difference in their life then you have achieved something quite wonderful. It doesn’t seem to matter how much you go on these journeys within yourself; you still doubt your own self-confidence; this is quite funny as today I saw a fox; the meaning of fox brings that to light, it allows you to see what perhaps you don’t always see about yourself. FOX It represents those of us who are too afraid or self-conscious to offer opinions, socialise, or try new things. Afraid to draw attention to themselves. Fox people long to be like everyone else, but lack the confidence to integrate fully. A creature known to lurk in the shadows as a way of ensuring its survival. Fox Dreaming is demonstrated by those who desire to step ‘out of hiding’ and introduce, perhaps for the first time their true selves and share their potentials and gifts of knowledge and experience. Secluded by uncertainty, the Fox covers its tracks and hides its presence behind a veil of kenning and suspicion. It inspires us to leave the shadows, therefore, to break through insecurities and say to the world, ‘Here I am, now deal with it’. It affords the self-confidence and inner strength to put us ‘out there’, no matter how insignificant the initial steps may seem. Fox Dreaming allows us to stand in our power by instilling the belief that we can master any situation and overcome any limitation by reminding us that we are just as important, worthy and sacred as the next person. I suppose I am at a turning point; my book has been published (A Written Journey into Meditation) it’s out on the websites but there is a problem of course; the transition has not been as smooth as I would have hoped it to be; misunderstandings, miscommunications, I suppose this happens in everyday life because every other person is not perhaps in the same place as I am; they don’t see what I see. I have found the most amazing man that has come into my life; who allows me to accept love, unconditionally, just the way I am and it is an amazing feeling I do wish now to continue my journey with him and where that leads us to I do not know. It feels as if we have been stuck because perhaps I haven’t fully acknowledged the way I feel. The breeze is blowing; Are you telling me which direction to go next? I have walked around, following the paths of the animals that live here freely; they are comfortable here; they are wild and free; they get to roam wherever they please. Perhaps that’s a sign to me; that that’s my next journey. I wish to take my man and roam free; we don’t wish to be held down; tied to things that we have to do because others are placing a demand upon us; we wish to be free as the breeze; travel wherever our heart desires; take our time and wander; wander and see the beauty that’s all around. There is so much to see in this world; we have so little time; we have both worked long and hard; we have both had our challenges along the way as well; it’s time to acknowledge that it is our time; it’s our time to begin moving and being free; it’s our time to be able to express what we want to do; we don’t wish to be tied anymore; were tied; tied of the demands of others, the expectations of others. We want to be free; free to explore; wander and spend time together; be happy together; we do make each other happy; we are connected in ways that you cannot explain; it is a feeling; a sense of knowing that perhaps we have been together before; it’s just a knowing and understanding. Peace and tranquillity that surrounds me here; is very calming, very grounding and helps you to see clearly; clearly perhaps what you have been ignoring; clearly perhaps what you should be doing for yourself for a change and that is letting go; letting go of all the expectations of everybody around you and just let it be as it should be. Just allow yourself to relax and unwind and let go; feeling free, feeling at peace. As free as the birds singing in the distance that surround you at all times; just imagine being able to take flight as they do; take yourself wherever you desire, wherever you get that feeling, that pull, the direction you need to head. As the silence returns; the breeze drops; the Sun is shining down; warming me; recharging me; filling me with the energy that’s been missing for a while; the part of me that has been distracted, uncertain, and unsure. Are you uncertain and at a crossroads in your life? Are you looking for something to change? Do you wish to begin heading in a new direction? This could be the place you are looking for; don’t doubt it if you want to change. I did seven years ago, nearly 8 years ago; I made the decision to change I made the decision to step out of the corporate world and leave it all behind and begin again, begin afresh. I came back to the country; the country I knew as a child; not in the same area but it had a pull that drew me to it. When I came here; it was neglected; run down, tied. I brought it back to life; I brought it back to life and gave it a new feel; new energy; recharge; second chance the same as the second chance was for me. People thought I was crazy of course; but I knew; I knew I had to come because I knew here I would find what I was looking for and I have; there was three things I was looking for; there was peace within myself; a kind of wealth and my mountain man and I have found all three; it’s not my intention to be greedy. If we don’t have our wishes or our dreams; them we can’t make them come true. It is important to dream; it is important to realise that you are in charge of your destiny; you can change things and you can make things happen. So if you are at a crossroads and you are reading this then perhaps you’re the one that is meant to visit; perhaps the next one to take charge and continue on and create your own journey; your own dream of being able to fulfil yourself and others It is beautiful here; it is peaceful; it is tranquil; it is quiet; and you live with nature; the birds are at the back door waiting to be fed; the kangaroos come in at dusk and dawn to feed; the Sly Fox pays you a visit; the wombat leaves his calling card; the dear old hares are still around; the deer wander through at different times; when it rains you can hear the water in the creek that follows the back boundary; there are plenty of trees around to hear the breeze; the weather is always beautiful here, even if it is raining; it is still healthy; it brings the earth to life. So please if you are considering a change perhaps it is time to give me a call; perhaps it’s time for both of us to change directions to see where the new path takes us; looking forward to your call.
Posted on: Fri, 05 Sep 2014 06:30:34 +0000
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