The pain is so strong that I can’t bare It’s clear God isn’t answering my prayer Another pitiful attempt to clear my head My tears stain the silky material of my bed No one listens, no one really cares I have been damaged beyond repair I know my parents won’t care if I’m alone, crying I’ve tried to be a good daughter; yes I’ve been trying I ball up in the corner of my darkened room My face stiff and my eyes full of gloom Suddenly my heart gives way and I feel numb I knew I was through; I knew I was done I’ve had enough pain, rage, and fright I’ve decided it all ends tonight I got up to my desk to write one last note What I felt is what I wrote I wrote how much I loved my Dad and my Mom I never knew I could be so calm I stumble to the bathroom door Not before opening up my drawer And picking my amazingly sharp knife With this I will end my life I locked myself in the bathroom and filled the bathtub with water By midnight, this family will have one less daughter I did what I had to do with my note beside me My blood level dropped to a serious degree I died that night in a bathtub of my own blood I never noticed how much my bathroom could flood My parents came barging through the door In my blurry vision I saw my mother drop to the floor My father scooped me up and tried to bring me back with tears in his eyes His eyes held worries and so much love; no lies My mother was besides me; screaming, I could tell she was scared They were both crying, I never knew they really cared The pain is so strong, it’s almost relieving I know my soul fading away; I’m leaving I whispered, “Mom, Dad … I love you so much” As I felt my last touch When someone tells you something’s wrong; please don’t let it dismiss Please, listen to them; don’t let it come to this...
Posted on: Fri, 28 Jun 2013 22:41:05 +0000
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