The thing about love is that it never comes alone. Theres always so much baggage that comes with it. Hopes, expectations, wishes, desires and what not. And more often , these demands cant be met. And each broken dream leaves YOU a little more broken on the inside than before. And love, one way or another, always hurts. When it’s a one sided affection, the thought of not being loved back jabs your heart. When its mutual, the pain of one is shared by both. Everything that hurts them hurts you too. Also, every person comes with insecurities. Not one person on this planet exists without at least a little bit of insecurity and under confidence in themselves. Its an exhausting and daunting task, and then theres always the risk of not having your own happily ever after to haunt you more. Every little problem seems like a huge hurdle on its own, every petty fight a war. Every step on the way you keep losing hope, thinking this will never work. Funny, how when you finally have what youve wanted for so long, you try to convince yourself you dont deserve it, when earlier you yearned for it with your heart and soul. Your own uncertainties drive you to push each other away, thinking, They deserve better. Misunderstandings arise, and you are led to believe that the other one doesnt want you after all. Being unwanted is a bitter, and most heart breaking feeling. All it does is leaves you feeling lonely. Most of the times, love doesnt work out. Hearts break. Futures disintegrate. Hopes shatter. And what are you left with? Broken shards of a heart that you now have to painstakingly put back together, piece by piece, knowing that the scars etched on it will live for eternity. Well, to add on to all this. Love leaves you lonely. It’s the bitter truth. It’s beautiful to be in love, to experience it. But it’s much more difficult to face the truth that the person you love might not feel this way. For you. Ever. Love makes you happy for the smallest things. You are connected to the person you love SO much that THEIR emotions effect YOURS. You care for them SO much that you forget about yourself. You are SO concerned about them, that you dont see your problems are right in your way. You are SO busy making their relations work out that you forget about yours. And then, when you somehow really realize you’re over the person, you see your world. You are left all alone. Because when you were sorting their relations, you ruined yours. When you were solving their problems, your problems took all the happy space. When you were too busy to care about them, you lost YOUR hope. That when you were busy looking for the real them, you lost the real you. You fight with him or her. They build a wall. You can’t overcome it. You cry. You stay up ALL night. You think about them. You see sad movies. You listen to sad songs. AND THEN, you go into depression. You scream inside. You want to run from everyone. You want to spend some quality time alone, which you dont get. And that’s exactly when sadness arises. You dont get to choose if you get hurt in this world...but you do have a say in who hurts you. I dont like my choices. Hopefully, you like yours. Because keeping up with love is tough. It is not for the feeble willed. In matters of the heart, you are either brave, or wise. You cant be both!
Posted on: Thu, 24 Jul 2014 09:48:28 +0000
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