There are areas of my life where I am totally fearless. But what I dont want you to know about me is that being vulnerable in a romantic relationship fills me with dread. I am however not letting this beat me. I have experienced so much growth in my life that I know I can grow in this area too. Ive joined dating sites twice and apart from the first time when I had a lunch date over a sandwich and a coffee with someone both of which I coached (this is my strategy for keeping me safe, my other strategy is to be independent. I am very happy on my own and I am really enjoying that but at the same time thats my comfort zone and wont give me any growth in this area. And I know its an area that would bring fantastic rewards. Its easy to look to the past to stop moving forward. Its easy to get lost in your created thought of how things may turn out. When I hit fear I know that this is a doorway to growth. So I will stay open to the possibilities and use the fear to move forward into growth. I have a ton of growing to do I have to prove a lot of stuff wrong. This is what I tell myself! However I also know that being present, letting go of the outcome, allowing others to be exactly who they are without trying to make them fit my idea of who they should be is the way to go. That includes myself! That way is fearless!
Posted on: Sun, 21 Dec 2014 11:44:15 +0000
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