There are times when people say to me I dont know how you do it, I would still be a total mess and sometimes I want to scream at them that just because I get out of bed everyday and chose to find happiness in this tomorrow is never promised world does not mean that I did not Love my son enough. There are days, moments when I would love to crawl under a rock and cry. It helps that I know you love the Lord and that you were secure in your Faith so I know I will one day see you. The other thing that helps is those moments out of the blue I think of you sitting on the bed late at night doing your homework, remembering you standing next to me and putting your arm around my shoulders with that big grin and looking me in the eye and saying momma, dont be mad, I remember looking out the window at you as you stood in the drive leaning on your truck talking to your Dad or Grandpa, I will remember our Sunday lunches just you and I. I remember that 12 year old boy crouched behind home plate as the 14 year old girls stood behind the backstop flirting with you and how you like to talk to the umpires. I can see you vigorously wiping down the kitchen counter. I miss our talks about your future and your greatest fears. These moments are what get me through the moments when I cant hide but they are also the memories I worry about forgetting. John Jefferson Lipscomb V I will always love you and no one can take that from me.!!!!!!!!
Posted on: Thu, 02 Oct 2014 00:52:23 +0000
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