There was a part of my life where no matter what I did I couldnt find any joy or peace, in fact I doubted such things even existed...I survived in a nightmareish hell intertwined with ignorance, self bondage ans fear...I hurt so many many people, and only thought about my own selfish gain...Addicted to methadone and Xanax, I found the only seemingly comfort I knew, in blackouts of rage and hate...Id wake up in places unknown, or found my self awaking on the floors, or in hospital beds, or even coming to - not having any clue where i was or how I got there- sometimes even up right and standing, fully functioning, or so I thought...I lived a miserable existence of a consistent hunger to fill a void in me that, unknowingly was unfillable..It wasnt till I hit my knees and cried out to a name I knew very little about and had zero relationship with, that I was freed from my self made prison....All glory to the Lord, Jesus the Christ...So if you having issues that you see no way out of GOOD!!!...Your right where you need to be...You dont believe the bible, and believe it contradicts its self, Good! those are the kind of thoughts that will drive you deep into the living word of God...then look at and be ready to give a praise report of how Jesus changed your life, freed you from sin, and introduced you to eternity...Blessings Blessings Blessings
Posted on: Sat, 28 Sep 2013 05:17:47 +0000
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