Theres this pesky thing interrupting my days called MS. I have had two strokes since having T 4 years ago, I was in a car accident 2 years ago that left me unable to walk for almost a year, and still am batteling this pest. Yes, I am aware of the natural ways to help heal and even hopefully repair some of the damage done but it does not take away from problems I face daily. I have about 87% nerve damage and by the end of most days I am unable to even walk to the bathroom. I refuse to take narcotics and some days I am in blinding pain but I do not have the luxury to take a break or call in sick. Even though I work from home, I still work. Add to that the stress of being a single mother, running a home alone (utterly alone), working, going to school, homeschooling the guys, taking care of J and all the other things I need to do on a daily basis, there may be days I am snippy or irritable or moody or what not. Do not take it personally unless I specifically tell you a reason I am upset with you. Please, DO NOT FEEL SORRY FOR ME. This is my battle. These are my boulders to push. I am not a victim of anything I have been through (and man it has been a doozy of a road thus far) and seldom do I complain about my personal ailments. My point is, we ALL have hardships, illnesses, diseases, battles. The drama that I see most going through is avoidable but then they want to call and whine to me. I try to listen as much as possible but when I am unable to even breathe through the spasms of pain wracking my body and I ask you to please lets talk about something else, do not get a nasty attitude and hang up on me. Maybe take a moment to ask how I am before going into a rant about how your dopehead boyfriend spent the rent money and now you cant make ends meet. Save up your change from getting your hair and nails done for matters such as that. Even better, heed warnings from friends and/or loved ones about you living with a dopehead. Cause trust me suga, no one is hating on you, nor jealous, and your guy is certainly not my idea of a winner. Not everything is about you all the time so dont turn a simple misunderstanding into something worse. Moving forward, if you want to vent, cry or just talk about whatever, reach out to me. I am a great listener and usually have okay advice to give. But also take into consideration how I (or anyone else you speak to) may be feeling.
Posted on: Wed, 30 Jul 2014 17:10:46 +0000
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