These past few weeks have been tough. I sometimes forget that Im human; that its okay to have a melt down, as long as I dont unpack and live there. So I cry/punch it out, then refocus on where Im headed, but Ive grown weary of having to constantly explain myself or my choices. Why cant people grasp that the human body was never designed for a sedentary lifestyle - it was created to walk tens of miles daily and hunt mammals upwards of 700 lbs? The mind was never designed to incessantly interact with gadgets - it was created for interactions and conversations most people cant even fathom. Everybody wants to be a beast, until its time to actually do what real beasts do. Everybody wants instant results and gratification in all areas of life, but putting in the work? Forget it, and taking the difficult but necessary steps to improve ones life and empower others to do the same is apparently fake and self-righteous. Im not superhuman because I am motivated by my pain or able to be even happier when shit gets tougher, I just cant numb myself to life anymore - how else will I improve and evolve? More importantly, in maligning the intentions of others, how will YOU improve and evolve? When you become present to your own cynicism and resignation, perhaps then you will understand that in order for you to insult me, I would first have to value your opinion. And I no longer value self-destruction. #proud #breakdown #breakthrough
Posted on: Thu, 03 Apr 2014 18:35:50 +0000
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