They always say go with that gut feeling that it is God speaking to you. I had a gut feeling recently that something wasnt right. I have had this before and it was always right. This morning I became unemployed and at first I admit I went into major panic mode on how I was going to pay my bills, they terminated my medical effective today which I didnt think was legal but I now cannot get that tumor removed as a result, and it is the day before I fly out to Detroit and 3 days before Christmas so I was beside myself. I found myself screaming in my car every name in the book at my employer and begged God to give me the strength to forgive them for lying to me and doing something like this at such terrible timing. However sometimes God needs to speak through others when our emotions take the wheel. I realize I am so blessed to have the family and friends that I have and for those who reminded me today that I am a survivor and have gone through much worse. The last 2 years in Maryland have been interesting to say the least but I belong here and God is just making me stronger so I can take on all the blessings he will send my way. The reality is I was absolutely MISERABLE in this job! I was nauseated on Sunday through Thursday nights at the thought of going in, I didnt trust the management, I took a pay cut from my last job and I felt like it sucked the life out of me I wasnt myself I wasnt doing what my heart desired. I found myself missing mental health and working with the homeless, etc. God will remove toxic situations and people from our lives and he has done a lot of that this year and it wasnt easy but it has made me stronger and forced me to rely on God. So I will go to Michigan enjoy my family and see some friends hopefully that I have not seen in well over a year or so and when I return I will hit the ground running because I am sure 2015 WILL be my year! So thank you to those who helped talk some calmness into me today I love you for that and I know I will be ok I always am.
Posted on: Mon, 22 Dec 2014 20:15:42 +0000
Trending Topics
© 2015