They say that time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself. Andy Warhol If you have been experiencing a heightened sense of emotions recently than know that you are not alone. Without getting to into there has been a strong magnetic pull of energy from a planets alignment phenomenon called the Grand Cross. It peaked the past two days though this time can still be embraced for what it has to offer, as astrologers are noting it as the most profound time of transformation for 2014. Now Im not one that goes looney about astrology & all that stuff, though if it can serve me than Ill play with the story as an opportunity to serve me. (As I did with the idea that the world was ending on 12.21.12 - you can see the last FB Note I wrote called 1 Month to Live) That said, the opportunity provided to us right now is to at last RELEASE WHAT NEEDS TO BE EXPRESSED. To allow those places inside of you that are yearning to speak up to have a voice. Pieces of ourselves that we may have repressed though have found a way to show up & possibly be a source of sabotage at some of the worst moments imaginable. You can express that for yourself by vulnerably journaling, authentically sharing what youre feeling to close friends, or even by finally releasing what youve been holding onto with that person you are feeling. It feels like an uneasy thing to do, though even you can admit that it would serve you to do so. Thats the journey I recently went through - and still am a bit more. I didnt want to do it. I wasnt planning on it or had it scheduled in my agenda. There was no ready for it. The gunk inside showed up & I finally decided to honor my greatest desire - FREEDOM. Freedom to release. Freedom to have space. Freedom to love fully again. And thus I gave myself that space to embrace this opportunity. To feel into what I had masked & pushed aside. Emotions I carried from family, friends, or past intimate partners. Emotions hid inside from my self. It was FUNKING heavy. I felt into the knot at my chest that had been there for far too long. At last I had the courage to face the dragons in the cave of my heart. Graciously realizing that they didnt need to be repressed, hated, or slain - as I had wanted those parts of me to be. As so many other parts of me, they too simply wanted to be accepted & loved. Whether I wanted them to be, they too were a part of my journey. A part of me. And through that acceptance. Through that compassion. Through that forgiveness. Through that love. There came freedom. Then freedom came back to me.
Posted on: Fri, 25 Apr 2014 18:28:24 +0000
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