This is the first holiday season since 2004 that i feel human again..... most of those close to me know just what i mean...... but for those who do not..... on xmas day 2004 i lost my late wife Laura to an Aortic aneurysm.... she was otherwise healthy and we never saw this coming.....being a former paramedic i did all i could do to try to save her..... my efforts proved useless and for many a year it haunted me because i had done this so many times in the past for people who were not related to me who i barely knew and helped them to live out their lives...... sadly for her there was nothing i could do but watch as life left her body, watch it happen in front of her mother, and her children...... and for the next 7 yrs i dreaded the holidays and in doing so i caused pain to others who were close to me because i could not get in the spirit....... all i can so to those people is sorry i was so selfish.......... but the moral of this post is simple .. if you love someone never take for granted that they just know you love them... tell them tell often make sure they know.... for life can be gone in an instant............ Laura Winthrop august 31st 1963 December 25th 2004....... gone yes forgotten no............ so if people wonder why i am a mush when it comes to Erica and what she means to me now you know......... as SRV said mess with her and you will see a man get mean and trust me folks you wont like me when i am mean
Posted on: Sat, 26 Oct 2013 15:51:30 +0000
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