This is true: I walked into a Marathon today and I saw this incredibly beautiful girl...SO beautiful, like that girl next door beautiful you just cant describe. Overwhelming. A poet nor a songwriter could find the words (my brother in arms, D.C. knows what Im talking about). Suddenly, this terrible feeling came over me, I felt completely drained and empty. Standing there in a Marathon Gas Station...lost. It was agony and ecstasy at the same moment. I am 52. She was half my age. I could never have this girl. It was like something had passed me by in my life, something I could never get back (maybe it was love, Ill never know). I felt old. Like whats the point of all this? Forgive me, but for a brief moment, I felt like cashing in. I got back to the car. I cried like a baby. I thought about a song. I wish I had written it, perhaps I would feel better about this whole peculiar moment. I have sky-dived into a crisis of faith. I dont need lectures or bible quotes or anything of that nature. Just thought Id share it with you in case you have found yourselves in the same scary place. s.
Posted on: Wed, 08 Oct 2014 04:23:14 +0000
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