Times a ticking.... As I look back over my life I can say I am blessed. I spent majority of my life that I can remember doing a lot of meaningless things. I also found a lot of meaningless results. I found out what God wanted from me at 12. After hearing what God wanted , I went back to what I wanted. All I could think is this lady is crazy! God doesnt want that for or from me. No not this guy. Years went on and I kept ignoring Gods word. Not saying I didnt know who God was or didnt go to church every blue moon (back then) but I was like God you have to wait on me. Man life to me at that time had its ups and downs and it was a blast. Partying, drinking, drug usage, 24+ hour party sprees, etc. This list goes on and on. On one evening where I had a blast partying with my homies that are celebrities I passed out and had no clue to what had happen. My friends helped me to my car and I feel on my face on a gravel rock parking lot. I never told any one but when I got home I cried. I had been through so much in those few weeks prior that I was tired. Passed out behind the wheel waking up with my car beating against a bridge, being arrested , betrayal etc. I said God if I am about to die dont punish me just do it. I could feel death near me I could see it and I was waiting. One morning I decided to stop running and submit to God and his way. I stop trying to come to him perfect and decided to let him complete me. My problem was I always felt like I had tomorrow. I thought God would wait on me! All I kept thinking was I am young God will give me time. Thats not true. We never know when or our time is to come to an end. We must take advantage of it every single day. God placed each of us here for his purpose not our personals. We have to learn to submit to him and not run from what he has for us to do. If we dont know the day , you could be running from God but also running to death!!! Let God use you dont be afraid. Its the best decision you can make. He doesnt want perfect he wants your heart and he will reconstruct your life. Surrender to his will and what he wants today!! Enjoy your weekend!!! P.E.H. Whereas ye know not what shall be on the morrow. For what is your life? It is even a vapour, that appeareth for a little time, and then vanisheth away. (James 4:14 KJV)
Posted on: Sat, 16 Nov 2013 13:43:44 +0000