To all my friends who seen my post last night. Firstly let me saw I am very sry to you all, I hit a real low point yesterday and i was feeling I was losing control of the situation. I really wish I knew what is wrong with me, but I hope to have some answers soon. While it is easy to say oh here we go another drama queen, I promise you all this is not the case. I even had some msgs like just pull your self together. Believe me if this simple I would just do that! if the ones who told me that thinks its that simple all I say to you is walk a mile or 2 in my shoes carrying everything that I carry every single day. Diabetes, constantant back pain due to a degrading spinal condition, depression, anxiety attacks, and possible bi polar disorder, hence why I am seeing a psychiatrist nxt wk. I can guarentee you will not get far. Last night was almost a tipping point, my post wasnt a cry for attention or help as such, just how I was feeling. On seeing the response and msgs I got last night i can see a lot of you guys do care about me and that means ever so much, more than you guys know x. I will give special meantions to a few guys in particular Steve Sears, Pete Bartlett, Les Simpson, Allan Gudge Darrell Golby and Alan Evans your messages really helped last night and for that I am more than truely grateful to you guys xx. In fact that goes for everybody who is on my friends list or who are following me and my awesome beard pics lol. I will try to keep any futures posts on a positive note, I may hiccup from time to time, but please bear with me when it happens xx once again guys avery big grateful to you all from the bottom of my heart xxxxxxxxxxx
Posted on: Thu, 05 Jun 2014 13:16:11 +0000
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015