To my best friend: Weve lost contact for years, and yet to this day I still think about you. We talked about everything and anything And anytime I wanted to talk to you, you were always there for me, as I was there for you. We set time for one another whenever we could; it didnt matter what time it was, early in the morning or in the dead of night. We would talk for hours non-stop. You made me so happy all those years. And I hope I made you feel the same way. But something unexpected came up along the way, and we stopped talking. You became distant, and I was left stranded. What happened to our friendship? Did the years that we spend with one another mean nothing to you? I know that were both at fault, but Im still so confused. I keep thinking about you. Its been years since we last talked. Its been years since we last sat next to one another and you held my hand. I showed you the favourite place I go to. And every time I pass by, Im always reminded of you; of your soft, warm and reassuring hands wrapped around mine. But I remember letting go of your hand. Because I was so confused, I was so lost. My heart shattered in pieces, knowing that I couldnt go to you. Knowing that whatever I say, you wouldnt listen to me like you used to. Knowing that whatever happened after, nothing was ever the same. And ever since, its been so hard to open up to anyone else. I always seem to always look back at our relationship; and I always remember how you made me feel. I miss you. But I cant have you, and I cant find you. Because I dont know what I will do if I do see you again. I dont know how much you have changed, I dont know how you will react knowing how much I have changed. Im scared. But is it worth the risk? To embarrass myself to try to find you? Despite the manipulation, despite your addictive personality? I have a feeling I wont rest till I do. Maybe one day Ill muster up the courage to finally tell you after all those years, that you were the only person I truly loved.
Posted on: Sat, 06 Dec 2014 03:35:00 +0000
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