Today Ayden had appointments with his gastroenterology doctor and neurology doctor. I having been praying for complete healing and strength. Today did not go as well as I would have hoped, but I do know god has a plan. The neurology doctors are making Vanderbilt and the neurosurgeon consult going to happen asap and gastroenterology doctor is trying another huge step to get him to be able to use the bathroom like a child his age should. doctors keeping telling me to prepare myself and my family that we could lose Ayden at anytime and he is not doing as well as should be. I love being his mom and I do my best to keep a straight face and not show all the emotions that are in my thoughts: fear, dont want to bury my baby if god forbid anything happened, worried, what ifs, weakness. I am facing one the biggest trials of having a very sick child, while trying to keep a brave face for Trey and Emma and not to show them how bad it has been and what Ayden is facing. I know that whatever gods plan is for him god will give not give me a spirit of fear but of a sound mind and peace and that he will take the worries away I will praise him no matter what happens in the coming months. My favorite scripture that helps me during these times is Jeremiah 29:11 that says: For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. I have one simple request that my family and friends keep my family in thoughts and prayers and i love all of you dearly and appreciate everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted on: Thu, 21 Aug 2014 01:31:14 +0000
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