Today has been a rough day. Not so much as physical but emotional. I am recovering and I am taking my time doing so but recovery is lonely. I miss having a life an I miss friends or at least the ones I thought I had...lol. told ya it was a rough day. I have already had my pity party. lol. I know people have busy lives and everyone is getting ready for school. I have just really questioned today where Do I belong, what am I suppose to do now with the rest of my life. I am getting my health back but my marriage is over, my son is raised, friends have moved on, I live with my mom. Where do I belong? Where do I fit in? What should I do with my life. Where jo I fit in. Will I find purpose and meaning? Will I find love know the sky is the limit but how will I know? All I can remind myself of now is. They that wait(Not sit and wait, but serve him as wait upon him) upon the Lord shall renew their strength, they shall mount up with wings as eagles. They shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint. Teach me Lord to wait. I am a servant by nature. I love waiting and taking care of others so.it has been really hard to think of only myself during this time so i am anxious about my future. I do nut wish to ask for patience and I know what long suffering is so I guess I need to pray for strength and wisdom and understanding. I want to thank my sweet friend Anita Brice who faithfully checks on me daily. You are a sweet heart and I love you!! I know God will reveal answers in his perfect timing as long as I wait on him.
Posted on: Tue, 20 Aug 2013 23:05:40 +0000
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