Today its really hit me hard, sometimes I throw myself a pity party when in reality my problems are pretty trivial compared to some others. Yesterday I went into preterm labor and I stressed so much about the what ifs I forgot to thank God for everything he has done for me and my little family. I feel extremely selfish knowing I was so caught up in everything but putting God first through it all. As I look through my newsfeed today I see people going through death of a family or friend, loosing jobs, some facing major depression, and the fear of loosing a baby... yesterday if they werent able to stop little man from coming, reality is he is to the point he could have been fine with help. We as a family would have made it out and in the end we would have a perfectly healthy baby boy. I ask that God shows me at those times to put my faith in him like so many others who are facing more of a life changing situation then I was\am. I tend to want to fix things myself and I get so wrapped up in not being able to do it, God doesnt cross my mind. its times like those I should praise him and depend on him and him alone. with all this being said I just am really thankful at everything God has done to bless me and my family and I really need to start focusing on that more instead of when something scary happens, begin to loose my trust that he has the situation under control, because he will ALWAYS have us in his arms and take care of his children.
Posted on: Sat, 03 Jan 2015 17:02:22 +0000
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