Today marks one of the hardest days of my life... I lost my best friend, my brother, and the one of the closest people I have ever had in my life. There is not a day that goes by and I do not think about you... There is not a day that goes by that I wished things could have been different... For the short time you were here you lived one heck of a life and youre passing away changed so many peoples lives. I know you defiantly changed mine and you made me realize that everyday is a blessing and is one more day we get to spend on this earth with the people we love because we do not know when we will be taken from this earth and those people. They say that it gets easier with time and frankly I think their wrong... It just gets a little more bearable. We always said, We ride together, We die together... We did just that... except you never came back like me. Everyday that haunts me thinking I broke our code, thinking why was I not taken? Everyone reassures me saying it wasnt my time and God has big plans in store for me... Yet these questions haunt my every thought. The only thing I can do is just try and make it day by day. I think if I talk about it more openly it will get easier but, that just gets the thought of everything that happened stuck in my head. It will never get easier it will just get a little more bearable each day. I try and remember the good times we had and all the stupid yet fun things we did. Eric Im sorry for what happened. Im sorry it was us that it happened to. Im sorry I broke our code. Im sorry that we never fulfilled all the promises we made to each other, like going to ECU and rooming together or raising immortal hell on senior week. We said wed be friends forever man and even though youre gone you will always be my best friend. I Love you Eric Avery and youre my brother and will always be. Ill see you someday and that day will finally put my mind and heart at ease. Love, Your Little Bro Phil
Posted on: Tue, 15 Oct 2013 07:43:29 +0000
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