Today took a massive amount of emotional strain out on me, i just wanted to post here as i know others will understand. See its been nearly 7 years since i was diagnosed with m.e in that time i have learned to understand a lot, but at the same time miss the things i once enjoyed, mainly a career and hobbies, but i try my best to live like everyone else and i found new hobbies along the way. However today showed me that i have to accept my condition, it isnt just in my head, the last week and a half i have been in remission, thanks to a bug strangely enough that obviously sent my immune system elsewhere for a short while which eased my symptoms, how strange is it to be greatful for a cold or flu :) But the bug cleared and without warning my m.e, has hit me like a steamtrain, i refuse to believe my head has any part to play like some doctors want us to believe, as i truly savoured being able to move a little easier and have a tad more energy than normal, but its the reality that my m.e has come back that keeps hitting me hard. Its really hard facing the fact that your life is on hold, even at a young age like me personally, i just hope one day there is a cure so that we can all enjoy a better existence, i wont just moan and give up, i just hope things get easier.
Posted on: Sun, 30 Mar 2014 00:32:31 +0000
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