Transparent Moment: Went to bed with things on my mind after my talk with my Mommy. I said tonight Im gone really press in prayer laid down played Candy Crush Soda and fell asleep (spirit willing flesh weak) just being honest. So I get up early as usual but something wasnt rite stomach in knots. I thought the bathroom and shower would solve it. Started to get dressed but I couldnt shake it, laid down again for a bit got on fb......no change. Felt a pull in the spirit its Me time tried to shake it. I know I wasnt sick nor sleepy but something was on me. I said ok around 6am I called in work. Then I said OK pray....fell to sleep instantly. Woke up around 9ish fed RiRi turned on Spourt fell out again. Woke up heavy thoughts again, but no clarity. Went in front room to prayer heard moms gospel music playing from up stairs I got nice and comfortable....all of a sudden it was quite and all I can hear was the winds blowing SUPER strong outside and I hear you and Me alone out there. Its funny without questioning I got dressed bundled up and drove straight to Contra Loma Park. Started walking with this song on repeat as it ministered directly to me. The beginning of the walk was horribly rough winds in my eyes, walking against the wind seemed like I was weighed down with barbells, and the cold felt like knives. But I said thats it God slice and dice away any and every thing on me that stops You from using and trusting me COMPLETELY. I said not another prayer call, bible study or any thing till I hear from You so here I am walk and talk with me. I know I cant do the greater You have for me like this. #PERIOD My God the revelation, direction and even rebuke I received from The Father on our walk. I shared a bit (that I was allowed to) with you on a previous post. But can I tell you at the end of the walk I looked up didnt realize I was back the starting point I felt an overwhelming praise. I hear yes you just needed to walk around the wall *He shared what the bricks that built the wall was in my life* with Me this day at this hour NOW you can praise and the wall will come down. Yall I almost lost it out here then as Im walking up a slight hill I realized this same path at the beginning of my walk was rough. I looked and noticed the leaves blowing upward and the wind working with me now against me NOW I then hear obedience with cause your walk thats was once rough to be easy cause your NOW walking in ORDERED STEPS. I felt at that moment I was on a stair master that was walking for me no sweat. So Im trying so hard not to but Im tickled like God you have such away of doing things. I trip that my Pandora is playing and the Clark Sisters You Are The Sunshine is jamming I look up sun all in my eyes. ....I start stripping no not like David I started taking off my scarf, head scarf zipped jacket down a little. Got to the top of slight hill were my car was parked waving my scarf in the air like Rhoda *Ole skol tv show* Moral I had to one move when He said move. I had yo STEP ASIDE. He made it His business to NOT allow me to function as usual another day until I got what He was giving. His grace didnt let me miss another download for the new season. Two we pray and ask God for answers and ask Him to talk but do we really listen? Three do we say yes but really mean not right now. No I wasnt sick this morning, He was just sick of me putting Him on my schedule yep The Source made me call in the provision (my job) He gave me so I can punch the clock for Him today! I can go on but Im gone stop. Get home and prepare what His giving me tonight to share with a prepared people Decree & Declare 7:30
Posted on: Tue, 30 Dec 2014 23:23:59 +0000
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