Two years ago today I had the biggest wake up call ever, the nasty bastard disease that we call cancer took a very special man away from me. After a very hard six months of watching someone you love so dearly slip away each day and baring in mind there was nothing we could do was the most horrible feeling Ive ever felt. This has got to be the worst thing Ive dealt with in my life, put me through many emotions and really did chuck me into a hole I thought Id never get out of. But, today I am now a complete different person. I dont dwell, memories are the most precious thing I have. Ive turned my life upside down & changed into a better person. I know you cant see all of what Im doing, but Im doing it all for you. And Im sure as hell youre up there watching me and giving me a big pat on the back, its not been easy its been very difficult and challenging but theres no point in moping like you say! Life is precious, youve taught me to waste it wisely. You are my role model I look up to you in so many ways, not a single day goes by where you dont pop into my head. I will forever miss you, itll never get easier but I can cope a lot better. I dont look as a loss I look at is as Im so lucky to of had someone so special like you in my life. One thing Ive learned is we take things so easy, and think well have the people we love here forever but reality is we dont. Tell everyone around you how much you love them because one day they wont be here, thankfully I got to say everything I thought and expressed my love & thankfulness for all youve done. I love you with all my heart, I cant wait til we meet again. Hope Im doing you proud. x
Posted on: Thu, 22 Jan 2015 09:39:15 +0000
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