WHAT I HAVE THAT YOU FEAR I know that my vision is not perfect And Im not as skinny as a model I may not look like Marilyn Monroe But the truth inside me is what scares the hell out of you Yes Ive been through hell and back the time and again Only to come out stronger in the end But that is not what scares you about me and makes you try to keep a distance away from me I am not afraid to express how I feel and I do it in more than one way I say what I think and dont hold back not caring actually say I should stop Im right down every secret I have ever had and emotion I have ever felt Some good some bad some empowering and some horrifying And I shared with the world im not afraid to let my story be known by more and family and choosing friends Every memory that mean something to me every milestone that I achieved I have them symbolized with designs and carefully chosen words across my skin for all to see I am not ashamed of where Im from my disability or what i do I am not ashamed to stand out from the rest and be like no one else My hair long short curly or wavy doesnt matter the colors have put in can span across the color wheel not sparing a one I have highlighted and die my hair cut it grew it out but never did I care what others thought when I had purple or blue hair pink or orange highlights They matched the colors on my skin for I am not just Spanish or French white or Hispanic I am my own person who chooses to have permanent colors across my skin Ive had more piercings than I can count some freak people out but I could care less because those piercings had their own meaning for me I was the first to stand out and be free not to try and fit and like every one else And that is what I have that you fear You hold back how you feel what you think you watch how you talk to your scene with Get up close on May your hair is natural and sophisticated your make up put into place just right Not one thing out of place your life is scheduled and you consider it to be normal like everyone else You think Im wild crazy or weird because I dont follow the cookie-cutter parade I am brace my individuality and when I have something to say you hear it and nor do I care what you think of me on what you say behind my back And yes I know many people do you have very cool things to say about me and how I choose to be when Im not around And I know that you are polite and tolerate my presence when others are near But I dont need your approval and I can care less what you think of me or how two-faced you can be I have the one thing in the world that scares the hell out of most everyone I know I have the curry each to stand out and be free to express myself whatever way I choose to Yes some may copy what I do and try to say its who they are but if it wasnt for me to say it or do it first you would have never tried it You can put me down for what I do how I look what I say and praise others for trying to express themselves and be a little different from the rest But Im not just a little different I am the definition of free spirit No one tells me what I can and cannot do so I can and cannot see where I can and cannot go what I can and cannot get tattooed or what I can and cannot write and publish No one tells me how to how my make up should look or fixing my hair no one tells me what clothes to wear The point Im trying to make no one tells me how to be for how to live my life What I say what I write what I wear how my hair is what tattoos look like it where my piercings are what gets published what I do when I should wear make up and what clothes are appropriate I do it all Myway my style on my time and no one could ever take that away You answer to what society thinks and expects what will be excepted and what is appropriate And I say what I want and do what I feel Because of that I have accomplished more of my dreams and ever thought possible and I sure as hell and not going to change or stop being me So enjoy fitting and in being normal while I am happier than I have ever been because I am free something that you fear I embrace Love me or hate me its up to you Written by Jen m Lopez
Posted on: Tue, 28 Jan 2014 06:49:14 +0000
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