Well... its not good... the tumor on my left breast under my arm is a biggun and the one on my stomach is.... nothing short of gross and getting worse. Im kind of tired of it all really... I add it up and knowing what I know... well, I dont see why I need to bother with it or worry. I get tired and I get sad, but I am also just kind of pissed off that I had such good intentions throughout all of my life and it kept going to shit no matter what I tried. Really... If I had any wish... it would be that one of my intentions actually did not go to shit and that my daughter Amanda would stop believing all the lies and just spend a little time with me, but I have no hope of that ever happening. Reality, what a concept.... life does go on. I have a goal... to get my degrees... If I manage that much.... I did good I guess...I know one thing for sure.... I will NEVER stop trying.
Posted on: Sat, 18 Oct 2014 13:00:12 +0000
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