Whats on my mind amigo? Wanna know? Alright, this time Im serious, the definition of insanity seems outdated and it wouldnt fit my context of speech anyway. So it seemed like I was loosing control of my life and NO, Im not going to brag about it. But in order for you to understand just me hear me out. So it started when I got kicked out of my beloved job, at first it was hard to deal with it, but nevertheless it didnt bring me down, because I always say - you can always change a job to a job; a school to a school and so on, but you will never change a beloved person with someone else. So next came the death of my mothers friend, she died from skin cancer, now you may think did you knew her? and why did it effect you?. Well no, I didnt knew her very well, but I talked with her children and I was terrible that they are going through this phase of life in such early age. It effected me not only because of the children but I thought that I can have the same disease, but dont worry I will go for a checkup soon... As soon as I man-up. Moving on, I had a huge quarrel with my brother and this was huge for me. I grew up believing that me and him would be indestructible, that we would be as a fist together. I talked to him, tried everything from letting him choose the wrong path of life. Even though he doesnt talk to me anymore, Im glad that hes getting his shit together. Maybe hell thank me one day. To top that off my love of my life left me. I know these three months been hard for me, hard for her, but she chose the easy way out - she left me like a chalk outline. Im not saying that Im a saint (Ive done shit that I regret) but then again who is? The strangest thing is that when everything ended I couldnt feel anything, I would have been glad if I could feel pain at least, to relieve the tension within. Now when its all over I must say that every day when I wake up I feel glad that Im alive, that Im breathing. I appreciate what I have in life, its not much, but its my reason to go on in this place called life. My moral would be - whatever youre going through in life be patient eventually it will end and go away and remember it ain’t about how hard you hit, it’s about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. Peace!
Posted on: Wed, 13 Nov 2013 20:50:52 +0000
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