When i have a vehicle and more money saved up, none of you will see me for a very long time. Its nothing personal, i just hate myself when i try to love a place that will never love me back. If you have found what youre looking for, congratulations, i have not. I might never find it at all, but will never give up on this scavenger hunt we call life. Id rather die still on the pursuit of happiness, or this progression of insanity, whatever it is, than die admitting defeat and becoming what you wanted me to be, instead of what i was made to be, if i was really meant for this childish social parade, then im just gonna float right on out. If all goes right for me, ill be the bearded man on the mountain, with no kids and a jungle woman. Efficiently living off of my will to impress myself, hard work, real work, but peaceful living. I will die defending my land from savages, or i will die here, strapped to a hospital bed, with my brain put to sleep by doctors with scalpers and no heart for me. Ive talked too much now, and we all know im not too fond of hypocrites, so of course i must fulfill my self prophesied destiny to live away from this circus we call home. Im tired of performing tricks for the ring leaders of american politics, im sick of grown ass men tapping on my tank when im trying to sleep. Im nervous, i feel the eyes staring, and i cant even take a shit without the sharp dressed eye in the sky masturbating to my vulnerability hes taking advantage of. We are providing a detrimental example of what happens to instinct when you domesticate a species of wild animals, all of a sudden a nine to five and a plastic smile are necessities for life. A four car garage, 300 inch flat screen, and a trophy wife portray success . Not wanting any of these things, knowing they wont make me happy, knowing it wont make me feel superior to anybody, knowing it will all become obsolete in an increment of time that is shrinking every year, naturally i find myself asking, what am i doing here, flipping patties of processed meat that i wouldnt recommend for anybody to eat? Because everyone needs love, and im scared of your disapproval. Having others not believing in you is the greatest challenge of believing in yourself. Never convince yourself that you will succeed on bare faith, they will strip you of all your birth given individuality through a designated criteria of social molding, statues made to hold a pose in the fountains of capitalism, all the things you work for, will never be hard to aquire for the men you work for. Sitting in a pent house in brazil, snorting pure cocaine processed legally in their own private lab, While youre sleeping on a sofa in the streets, robbing people for crack cooked by a kid in the projects. My father studied marketing, and always spoke of its deception, and how its only goal is to convince you to buy something you dont need. I cant walk 1 block without seeing 30 billboards about meaningless shit, they are persistent, but a con-artist has to be, one break of character and the wizard of oz is revealed as an undeniable liar. A fat phoney with an altered silhouette of lady liberty pulling levers behind a curtain, just a magician, an illusionist, but a liar. A real magician lets you know its not real, but leave you to wonder why, Bad magicians walk on water and allow you to call them the son of god, living off your ignorant belief that following them will lead you where they learned what they know. But no.
Posted on: Thu, 02 Oct 2014 04:50:31 +0000
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