When you try your best but you dont succeed. When you get what you want but not what you need. When you feel so tired but you cant sleep.Stuck in reverse I feel like those are the the words explaining my life over the past year. I applied and was accepted into a great training program at Takoda Institute last December. After about six weeks I was back in the panic attack mode due to this damned head injury and had to pull out. More recently, I spent Mondays for the past six weeks attending board certification training at KFAI. Despite my best efforts to remember everything for the written, I did not do well. Then I froze up on the board and, in the end, decided with the trainers to repeat the whole process. This Coldplay song sums it up for me right now. I may not think like I used to, but I will not accept that this is as good as my new reality can and will be. Spent Sunday recovering from a re-injured ankle from a flight of stairs at the show on Saturday. Spent yesterday recovering from broken wishes and pride from Monday night. Today means packing, thinking about what comes next and trying to be kind to myself. In the words of a former colleague of mine Damn CRS (cant remember shit) disease! I am bound and determined to not let it win.
Posted on: Wed, 11 Jun 2014 18:31:14 +0000
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