With so many of my friends sharing my early 30’s age bracket, it seems like there’s a new pregnancy or engagement announcement almost every week. I love my friends and don’t expect them to put their lives on hold just because mine came to a grinding halt, but it’s also so hard to keep my sadness in check and be happy for them when I see them celebrating milestones that I am supposed to be sharing with Dan. It really does hurt so much. I remind myself that I can’t compare my situation to others’ and I will have a reason to smile again some day. But it is a constant painful battle. While Im using every ounce of energy to smile and be supportive in public - because thats what they deserve - in the privacy of my bedroom at night, sometimes I cry and wail and just feel so angry at the world and jealous of my friends.~Rebecca on Widows Voice
Posted on: Sat, 09 Aug 2014 19:00:02 +0000
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