Woke up to a diluted bullshit ass letter... Why is it that family members hold you ransom for their lives? Why dont they hold themselves accountable? Why is it SO much more important to bare the cross of victimhood? Why do I get the blame for those who do nothing? Oh wait it just hit me, must be the same bullshit line I get to help, an emotional blackmail feel sorry for me. We were all born able to live our lives for ourselves, we dont have to give that power away. I know many of you are religious out there and I am not condemning it, but it really makes people bypass healing due to the fact they release that power to another source and EXPECT that source to heal their lives. Now for the drama... I have to release it for I am so angry that its not worth the poison the drama brings. I get a message from a person who just wrote me off due to my beliefs, this person says that I am bad because I dont accept Jesus as my Lord and savior. Not very loving and Christian in my opinion. Very judgmental (I thought that was for your God to do). This is the message I received: I spoke with your Grandma and she asked if I would let you know shes tired, very tired. That things have changed so much in their lives. My words now. When you visit, she cannot wait on you hand and foot or clean up after you or have to deal with being rude and selfish. Try to be helpful and think of them first. I am the only one who has EVER been there for my Grandparents! I work like a dog when I am there, Lelia I am sorry that my Grandma provides you her victim role that no one cares, and they are all alone. She does this to EVERYONE... She has never healed from loosing her daughter, and never forgiven herself for another thing (I will leave her closet closed). Instead of using that last 33 years of life to heal and work on the love she does have in her life. She gave it all to Jesus and has suffered with the pain because thats what the religion teaches. This is my FUNDAMENTAL issue. So Grandma and Lelia, once again you both have pushed me to the edge, and I will have to take my exit once again. Please let my Grandma know I do love her but I cannot live her victim life anymore.
Posted on: Tue, 29 Jul 2014 12:38:55 +0000
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