Wow, I just realized that I need to adapt to having an actually good person in my life. All the things that my past relationship put me through warped my sense of security in expressing myself. I was so strong, trying to withstand isolation, the manipulation, and the oppression, and I ended it once and for all, finally. The aftermath of that however really did take its toll, and that became apparent when I asked questions like, is it ok for me to say we are in a relationship together ...or holding hands. My god, I forgot that was a thing people do and how good that feels. Or hanging out with their friends. I was truly deprived of a lot of essentially good things and raped for my good intentions. But, I know that now, I do have someone that is helping me to remember what all of those good things are. That in itself is a great feeling.
Posted on: Wed, 26 Mar 2014 18:13:51 +0000
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