Wowzers. Where does 1 begin after a powerful powerful weekend. Here are a few things I transformed. I realized for 30+ years I have been carrying around this weight called nobody loves me, Im not good enough, I dont belong all because my parents made a choice that a scared, confused, hurt little boy did not understand. My parents loved each other and loved me and made choices and decisons based on what they believed to be best for all which was got a divorce when I was young. For years (without knowing it) i have hurt people, I have tried to control people, I have been acting in horrible ways for decades with all my close relationships all to get back and punish my parents. I punished them so much that I would run, hide, distance myself from any love they tried to give me. This distanced me from my siblings, from my friends and from virtually every important relationship to me over the past 30+ years. I wanted to take this opportunity to publicly say to my parents (i have spoken personally to them as well) i am Sooooooo sorry for my actions towards you over the years. I am soooo grateful You are my parents. I am grateful for what you have taught me, I am grateful for your love, and grateful for your brining me into this world. To my father Jay Catlow, I love you and i am proud to be your son. To my mother Karen Stirling, I love you and i am proud to be your son. To my siblings, Veronica Hurd Vagnone, Monica Hurd Taylor, Jan M. Catlow-chido, Tami Sass-LusiakTami and Dawn Scarberry-Sass. I love you and i am proud to be your brother! I only had a few pics on my phone to post from our lives so this is all I can post at the moment. We create our lives minute by minute and day by day. I choose to create an amazing life full of life, full of incredible relationships, full of love and acceptance. For anyone out there that I have said hurtful things to or done hurtful acts to. I apologize with every ounce of blood in my body. I see the world through new eyes after this past weekend and am working diligently to get to everyone to personally apologize, come clean and take responsibility for my actions. Every one of you on this block of dirt we call earth I consider to family and I stand here for love, for acceptance, for peace, for living life passionately and free. If I can ever be of service to you please make make a request and we will see how make it work. Have a great Monday
Posted on: Mon, 15 Dec 2014 18:52:21 +0000
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