Ya know, from the outside looking in, my life looks almost perfect. But in reality, I am a broken girl who has been picked-up over and over by Jesus. I am a mom who has dreams for her son to be true to the heart God placed within him. I am a mom who wants her oldest daughter to know I have felt every tear she has ever cried, even when she was alone, in the dark so no one would know. I am a grandma who is afraid of missing out on my grandkids hugs and kisses. I am a woman, who wishes she could save the world from heart ache all the while causing myself plenty of heart ache on my own. I am a wife who wonders how I can survive one more move, one more goodbye and one more start over while attempting to support my husbands successful career. I am a daughter who loves her mom no matter what and I am not sure how to make her realize I would never leave her alone as she grows older and not to be afraid. I am a daughter of a dad I miss and wish he knew how much I loved him as a little girl. I am a believer that has laid so many things down at the feet of Jesus. And every time, whether my tears were for you or for myself, He has pulled me up to my feet and held me to His chest, while somehow letting me know, by faith, that everything for everyone I love would somehow be okay. and in the midst of all these tears, He has blessed me with love, family and friends I dont deserve. Yet at the same time His Love places me on the wings of an eagle and always turns my sadness into dancing. The greatest gift I have ever received is Christs Love for me. And if, just if, I could give something for Christmas to you, all of you, it would be for you to see His amazing, never changing, unending Love for you. Foolishness, I know, to most but Life to some💖 Love you all and have a Merry Christmas.
Posted on: Sat, 20 Dec 2014 21:30:50 +0000
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