Yesterday I was angry, I mean really pissed-off and I felt like Id earned it. I had been betrayed by someone from whom it had come to be expected, but I always hoped for more. My anger spilled over into my family time, my time with Andrew, my cherished peaceful drive home was instead filled with evil thoughts of revenge. I didnt sleep well and woke up even more put-out. I was consumed with bitterness and malice, which is not typical. Finally, I realized how unproductive and uncharacteristic it was for me to dwell on something that was so dark. In frustration, I turned to God, my higher power, The Universe, the Spirit, however you want to refer to it. I gave it up. I asked God to please take the dark cloud away and return me to myself. I prayed, I paused, I breathed, and I let go. Throughout my day today a series of little things played themselves out and by the end of the day Id come to realize that the venom that ran through my veins was gone. For most of my life if I wanted something I went out and got it. I very seldom asked for help and never had the faith to give something up and expect things to be different. Today I learned the power of handing something over to God. So my friends, if you have been holding onto something, be it pain, anger grief, whatever vocalize it in prayer or meditation (whatever!) Dont be stubbornly independant, as I have been for most of my 54 years. Share it with God, The Universe, Your Higher power and DISCOVER PEACE.
Posted on: Wed, 06 Aug 2014 00:44:03 +0000
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