Yesterday fat kid was acting naughty & being a smart mouth. Got me so heated I smacked him a couple of times. He cried & begged me to stop. All day at work I couldnt stop thinking about it. Felt bad that I lost my temper too quick. Came home and first thing I did was apologize. As I spoke to him, I pulled him into my arms, slightly patted his head, and tears slowly dripped down my cheeks & onto his forehead. Then we both started crying like babies. I made a promise to him that if he continues to do well in school, Ill help him buy his first car. Had to remind him that no one helped me with my first car, or my second. A struggle I wouldnt want him to go through. Anyway, I am firmly against physical punishment as a regular means of discipline for kids. I love him so much, I hardly ever hit him. As his oldest sister Im worried that he may not succeed without my discipline. Spoil him like crazy because hes my only brother, but everyday I fear that one day our relationship will change. Afraid he might hang out with the wrong crowd, get himself into trouble, and go down the wrong path. Im not ready to accept these changes. I just want him to be my chubby little brother forever. Though Im not yet a parent, I know this is a part of growing up well all have to face.
Posted on: Mon, 20 Oct 2014 16:32:04 +0000
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