You know a while back i was pretty upset . All the talk from my Surgeon about all these surgeories , First i was scared , Then i got mad , Then It just took a toll on me . I was told by several specialist that i would be in a wheelchair and paralized with in 6 months to a year this was 18 years ago .Now i prayed and ask God to at least give me time just to raise my girls and then he could do whatever he wanted , I told him i would be his vessel and do what i could do for people with in my power . My spine snapped totally in half when Nicole wasnt even a year old . i was bed ridden for almost a year , never did i give up , But got up on my feet again .Now nicole is 25 years old . Then i was told i still had a deep fracture untill 7 years ago . So now I manage to take care of my mom untill she went , I managed to take care of Ang my baby girl untill she went to be with Mom . Plus For some and most people here needed my help . I was there prayer warior , There advisor , There counselor , There listener . I cried with some , laughed with some . Worked with alot of children that had problems at home with mom & Dad , I had over 50 kids in my home at once , I worked with them and there parents and most of them turned there lifes around . Before the food pantry people with kids would come to me i have no food for my kids , I would take food out of my house and share with them . If i had one roast left i cut it in half and shared . Now i manage the food pantry . Donate my time and one of Daves day off and hand out food . We pick it up , we put it away . the next day we open and give it out . Then i do all the cleaning and up keep . Just recentally i started waking up when i do sleep a little with more things wrong with my body or just extra pain . I have had a good life with GOD directing me . I tired really hard to walk the path with him holding my hand . A lot of people saw what he would and did do for me . Some witnessed his miracle work wiith me . They saw him through me . Now i am just asking him to give me a little more time on my feet , So i could enjoy my Grand babies . Plus not counting me being there for both my girls and there families . I woul do all this all over again if i had to . I still do most of everything in my power if someone needs me . So what ever GOD has in store fo me wheather i am in a wheelchair ,or still on my feet . I know his plan is even more powerful and greater than i could ever imagine . I got my strength and muscle from my dad , i got my wisdom , knowledge , Kindness , and my firmness from my mom , I got my heart , soul , and spirit along with my mouth from GOD . I am proud of what GOD has done with me and through me . He made me this way cause he gave me the strength to handle this messed up bone and body situation . I am what he made me and hopefully what he wanted from me in return . I will always praise him . Amen
Posted on: Mon, 04 Nov 2013 08:42:47 +0000
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