You know the past few days I have been very down thinking about competing for Miss SC. I have even struggled contemplating if I wanted to continue on to compete. The devil really knows how to reach me in certain parts of my life, especially with insecurities. Ive always known I would love to hold the title of Miss SC but the realist in me always says someone will sing better, someone will be prettier, skinner, smarter.. Whatever it may be! Well tonight I really had something hit me. I was giving advice to a dear friend who is struggling with something I struggled with in the past. There are parts from the last 5 years of my life I so wish I could do over, but then I know that if I never would have gone through what I did, I would not be the strong woman I am today and I wouldnt be able to help my friends and other girls through the same situations. Having this talk tonight really made me think about why I know I would make a great Miss SC. I have a story and a testimony that I know I meant to share. Being Miss SC is more than just a pretty crown, its my opportunity to share what God has down for me and through me. Not only that but I have an amazing platform that I am more passionate about now than I ever have been. The special needs world is what has taught me the true definition of love and I want nothing more than to share my story and other families stories as well. Will I win Miss SC, who knows.. But I can continue on these next few months working hard knowing that I do deserve the title if The Lord chooses to bless me with the opportunity. It is going to be a lot of hard work, but so worth it.
Posted on: Mon, 05 Jan 2015 02:12:00 +0000
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