You know who I am, you’ve called me your friend Wishes of misery and heartaches I send I want only to see that you’re brought to your knees I am the devil inside you, I am your disease I’ll invade your thoughts, I’ll take hostage your soul I’ll become your new master, in total control I’ll maim your emotions, I’ll run the whole game Till your existence is crippled with shame When you call me I come, sometimes in disguise Quite often I’ll take you by surprise But take you I will, and just as you’ve feared I’ll only want to hurt you, with no mercy spared If you have your own family, I’ll see it destroyed I’ll steal every pleasure in life you’ve enjoyed I’ll not only hurt you, I’ll kill if I please I’m your worst living nightmare, I am your disease I bring self destruction, but still you can’t tell I sweep you through heaven, then drop you in hell I’ll chase you forever wherever you go And then when I catch you, you won’t even know I’ll sometimes lay silent, just waiting to strike What’s your becomes mine, cuz I take what I like I’ll take all you own and I won’t care who sees I’m your constant companion… I am your disease If you have any honor, I’ll strip it away You’ll lose all your hope and forget how to pray I’ll leave you in darkness, while blindly you stare I’ll reduce you to nothing and won’t even care So, don’t take for granted my powers sublime I’ll bend and I’ll break you time after time I’ll crumble your world with the greatest of ease I’m the mad man inside you… I am your disease But today I’m real angry…you want to know why? I’ll let all in recovery, entirely slip by How did I lose you? Where did I go wrong? One minute I had you… then next you were gone You can’t just dismiss the good times we’ve had When you were alone, wasn’t it I who appeared? When you sold those possessions you knew you would need Wasn’t I the first one who stepped in and agreed Now look at you bastards, you’re all thinking clear You escaped with your lives when you found your way here Only fools think they’re winners when admitting defeat It’s what you must say when you’re claiming that seat Go ahead and surrender, if that’s what you chose But, I’m not giving up, cuz I can’t stand to lose So stand in your groups and support hand in hand Better choices will save you, leaving me to be damned Well, be damned all you people seeking treatment each week Be damned inner strength however unique Be damned all your sayings, be damned your clichés But damned every addict, who back to me strays For I know it will happen, I’ve seen it before Those who love misery, will crawl back for more So , take in comfort, I’m waiting right here Next time around, you’d better beware You think that you stronger or smarter this time There isn’t a mountain or hill you can’t climb Well if that’s what you’re thinkin’, you ain’t learned a thing I’ll still knock you silly if you step in my ring But you say you’ve surrendered, so what can I do? It’s so sad in a way, I had big plans for you Creating your nightmares was for me a dream I’m sure going to miss you… we made quite a team So please don’t forget me, I won’t forget you I’ll stand by your side watching all that you do I’m ready and waiting, so call if you please I won’t let you forget me… I am your disease ~Author Unknown
Posted on: Mon, 23 Sep 2013 23:17:10 +0000
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