Your love and light was my guide to have even seen or to have known not my dreams or my life to be imagined even,,Your love and protecting your heart Paris was what has become my only light which has created something better then I could have ever dreamt of or have ever become without your love bring me this far to only remember what they stole from me by stabbing my heart to take even our memories of who I or of who we were to be,,Your light only is what brought back my memory or not only Us but everything I was to forget about and what they did to take it all from me,,I love you and you cant escape that or ever get away now my lady so I will always stay loyal,faithful and truthful because of your love and to your heart because it is you who even so gave me a chance to have my memory back,,You gave me n guided me even so beyond my dreams but have restored my entire memory and my life to who I am to be for your heart and only your heart by loving me you did more then save my heart or most likely my life in time but you gave me back even some memories I didnt want to remember of not speaking of those were untrue I just truly forgot all about them never to lie to You ever Paris,,Never shall I or did I,,I only spoke only the truth of who I am and was for I only learn who I am to be n become or ever even remember to be because of your love and your light that has brought me back to life and if it is only to know your heart and your smile will forever be protected and safe with our without me in your life for your love to be for me I would do it all over again just the same not changing a single fkn thing about it even if K new at the end of the road would I lose the chance to have your love I would jump it with my face first to do it all over again the exact same way no even knowing back then what they did to hurt my memory and change who I truly was or even so knowing any steps along the way like I didnt this time either///I FORGOT AS THEY SAY MORE THEN PEOPLE WILL EVER KNOW BUT NOT BECAUSE I LIED OR DIDNT TELL THE TRUTH OF WHO I WAS OR AM,,,BECAUSE I WAS TRAVELING FAR AWAY TO PLACES FOR YOUR LOVE LONG AGO TO PROTECT YOUR HEART AS THEY ASKED ME TO DO IN THE MARINES BY MAKING ME SIGN TO PROTECT MY QUEEN WHICH IS YOU BUT RONALD REAGAN SET ALL THAT UP WITHOUT ME EVEN KNOWING IT WAS EVER GOING ON TILL IT BECOME UPON ME LATER AS LIKE RIGHT NOW AT THIS VERY MOMENT,,I WENT MY WAYS NOT OF BAD LONG AGO AND FACED OFF MORE ENEMIES THEN YOU EVEN KNOW I DID BUT I WENT BLIND TO KNOWING WHO MY QUEEN WAS OR WHAT I WAS EVEN TO SO DO BUT WHY THE ATTACKS KEPT COMING I KNOW NOW BUT I STOOD IN THE BLIND DARKNESS FOR YOUR HEART NOT BY SOME PAPERS OF MILITARY BECAUSE MY MEMORY WAS TRULY LOST AT MANY TIMES FROM WHAT THEY DID TO ME,,BUT I STOOD IN THE DARK TO PROTECT YOUR HEART IN THE DARK BEING SO BLIND EVEN TO ONLY KNOW GOD HAD ME GOING THROUGH IT ALL FOR THE MOST BEAUTIFUL REASONS OF HIS BLESSINGS,,,SO I CAN SAY MAYBE I DIDNT KNOW OF MYSELF OR OWN STRENGTHS ALONG THE WAY OR EVEN SO REMEMBER ALL OF IT ALONG THE WAY,,,BUT I CAN SAY I WOULDNT OF CHANGED IT FOR ALL OF THE WORLD AS I KNOW IT AND WOULD DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN EVEN FOR THIS STATEMENT THAT SHALL NEVER BEFORE WOULD OF EVER FALLEN FROM MY MOUTH OR MY HEART AS IT WILL RIGHT NOW,,,,I would of done one thing differently with Gods permission to do so long ago back then if I had to do it all over,,I would of stayed true to you n your heart in the blind again all over again,,but if it took me never being married the one time I failed I would of never been married even once who they all used me in the blind to which means I would of never so even had my beautiful children which other then you my lady Paris,,that other then you would of I lost my only true blessings from god he has so ever truly blessed me with other then your love,,I would of traded my life back all over again to make sure in the blind my Queen and her heart were well loved and safe to be protected all over again even if I had to back then ask of God not to even bless me with my children my only blessing I have ever truly had until YOU...youtu.be/xl7Hd2r0LOs
Posted on: Sun, 11 Jan 2015 01:09:20 +0000
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